i guess its time for updates.. bla bla bla.. well.. juz gotta sae In The End (Banglah edition) is realli irritating coz it was plaeing on ma player..but i tnk they sound better den POPE.. kk.. back to stuffs.. results released on monday.. kinda scareded n nervous la.. b4 dat went dental.. onli tighten de top jaw.. so can't eat lotsa food.. den went nick's place.. plaed with Lucky.. he's so cute..den Cosca went to skool.. saw Kit Lee n she's such a biacth.. gif me lan jiao bin.. saw alot of ppl la.. not many major changes.. kinda miss many ppl.. bla bla bla.. got results.. still not dat bad but not realli good as well.. but again i did betta den both ma siblings.. lol.. sum luff sum cry.. typical la.. lyk sum drama show.. time to make sum major decisions.. sianz..



-wenta watch de B gals bball west zone finals.. well they fought hard la.. but still lost.. still, its ok.. jia you lor.. saw so many familiar faces.. felt kinda shietty afta all's over..

-registered for de poly courses dis morning at Nigel/ P.I.G's place.. den faced a huge prob.. his printer wasn't werking.. can't print out ma payment verification thingy.. luckily Lix printer was werking.. went up to carry he's printer down la.. altho de printer was pretty retarded.. but still completed evrything.. lets hope i get into NP.. can wake up later.. its more convenient..

           tnking of wad Nigel, Jared , Lix n i were toking abt yesterday.. so sad...

Artist: Sugarcult 
Album: Palm Trees And Power Lines
Title: Counting Stars 

Hey, I wanna crawl out of my skin
Apologize for all my sins
All the things I should have said to you
Hey, I can't make it go away
Over and over in my brain again
All the things I should have said to you

[Chorus]
Counting stars wishing I was okay
Crashing down was my biggest mistake
I never ever meant to hurt you
I only did what I had to
Counting stars again

Hey, I'll take this day by day by day
Under the covers I'm okay I guess
Lost assure that I feel small

[Chorus]

Counting stars again
Counting stars again
Counting stars again
Counting stars again
Counting stars again

dis holiday is soooooooo boooooooooring.. still got no job.. din realli bother to find oso la.. =X sianz.. n ya.. SG idol is finally over.. Taufik won.. booo.. dun lyk.. i noe alot of taufik fans here or sumthing.. but dun care la.. knew he was gonna win but wanted Sly to win la.. aniwayz.. Sly got all dose freaking benefits as well.. so hu cares dat Taufik won?? =P he'll be gone in awhile.. wahahahaha.. damn.. still can't chew.. miss chewing.. miss eating rice!! wa lao... crap la.. well.. 2dae planned to go swimming but i had no trunks n i onli slept at 6+am.. n we were meeting at 7.30?? so i PS dem la.. =X carried on slping till Jared called.. ask to plae socca so woke up lor.. again.. i ate porridge.. crap.. found ma hair too long!! din lyk it so i took ma mama's scissors for cutting clothes n stuff wan.. tailor scissors izzit?? pretty big de.. den i trimmed ma hair abit.. not much diff but more comfy.. den went batok.. plae plae socca.. plae till 5+ or 6.. alot of malay fucks.. den wait damn long so left.. din feel lyk goin home so Jared, Lix n i wenta town.. for wadeva reasons la.. de rest din wanna/cudn't go.. went there makan...... porridge again......................... had ta swallow all dose meat m stuff.. but i'm so used to it.. swallowed 2packets of maggi mee last nitez oso.. bla bla bla.. wanted to go our usual slack place at Wheelock but all occupied!! crap.. den went coffebean.. or was it starFucks?? dunno la.. cudn't eat anithing aniwayz so din care.. 9+ left fer home coz lix din wanna stay out late n we had nth to do.. n now i'm hugrii.. oh ya.. lix told me dat while we were in de bus de quite chio gal beside him accidentally touch/hit his arm with her booooooooobss!!! lol.. lucky man huh?? haha.. dats it for today.. hungriiiii...  might be cutting ma hair tml.. by maself!! wahaha.. nth to do until cut ma own hair.. lol..

Sooooo long since i blogged.. trying to find ma life la.. but still, can't manage to find it.. btw.. i got sumthing dats gonna be stuck in ma mouth for lyk one n a half years i tnk.. fuck sia.. nvm it.. aniwayz juz read sum blogs.. evri1 so happii hur?? crap.. guess U got a partner now.. time to gif up...... haiz.. so now....... dunno wad to do.. wad to do wad to do??? sianz.. guess gonna find job le.... fucking fill ma life with sum werk.. wa..... sianz... can't write on animore............... fuck la...

[Friday] i realli set maself out to stardii.. sam said he was gonna gif me morning call coz i owayz late la.. so i din set de alarm.. but he freaking 4got.. but miraculousy?? i woke up ard 11.30.. meeting time.. 12.. but at least wun be 4hrs late lyk de last time.. reach woodlands library ard 1.30 i tnk.. sat down awhile jared lix wan go eat so i tag along.. afta eating.. de slack mode immediately sets in!! sad.. not i dun wan stardii.. even ma frenz can't help me much.. haiz.. to U: i am trying to stardii sumhow.. but juz diff.. we woked ard awhile.. went 77th street.. saw 1 shirt i wanna get.. sum Funky Munky stuff i tnk.. n a billabong cap!! wooo.. suddenly feel lyk getting a cap.. hmmm.. not sure.. den headed back to stardii.. finally did sum werk la.. but till 6+ they all dun wan stardii le.. n i din wanna be left alone.. so i oso left lor.. went Yakun!! so long never go le!! Afta O's plan to go de original wan.. n go Esplanade's screening room.. holiday mood le.. argH~! muz erase dose tots.. afta Yakun sam left.. jared n i wanted go nick house.. woked till de bus stop there stomachache sia!!!!! mite be de Teh C.. go shiet.. den go nick house.. plae Halo 2 till 11.30 lidat.. go shell buy chips.. juz got sudden craving.. go wait for bus.. areadi abt 12 when board bus.. miss ma last feeder bus again.. so woked all de way home alone.. munching on ma chips.. quite shiok sum how.. reminded me os Sentosa xplore thingy.. juz dat i was alone~~~~~ haiz.. sadded.. i tnk i lyk de nite.. so peaceful juz too lonely.. haiz haiz haiz.. its been abt 5 days.. bla bla bla.. well.. reach home.. bathed.. watched a lil' Freddy's Dead: The Last Nitemare.. so boring.. btw.. Freddy's nigel's childhood nitemare.. haha.. shld haf seen him went we watched Nitemare On Elm Street de last time.. cooked up sum maggi mee.. gonna die an early death.. i can't sleep!!! as usual.. watched TV till 5.. coz mama came out n kbkb.. if not i dunno wad time will i be on de TV till.. crap.. wenta bed.. tried hard to slp lor..

w00t w00w w00t~ back again.. its 2.42 now.. instead of stardiing.. i'm online.. juz SLACKIN.. sianz.. mel online but 4eva (away), fred de dick oso.. nie's online.. but juz so dao.. owayz hafta go tok to her 1st.. justin's online.. haven chatted with him since he left for Australia lyk 2 years ago?? hurrrrrrr.. wad a good fren i am.. tnk he become mad scientist le.. hmmm well.. wad i gotta blog.. err.. last thursday i tnk afta e maths 1 went miah house 'celebrate' short break for examz evri1 said it was ez i cud haf done betta if onli i had revised..nez paper monday mah.. juz went there slack plae pool.. den dunno friday or saturday planned to go stardii at Woodlands library.. but they ended up goin Mos.. totally din wanna go le.. ended up reaching 3 hours later de meeting time.. i juz sat there gazing around.. de table beside us damn noiz.. dis gals juz cudn;t get her mouth shut.. she sat there opened her book n tok n tok n tok.. den went off.. at least i did 3-4 mcq questions.. =X den we wenta Seoul Garden.. -_-" all jared's idea.. he had de cash to lend us mah.. i planned to save ma monay for de day so i stuffed 2 packets of instant noodles down b4 leaving.. but still went SG la.. had fun la.. wasted a whole lot of food sia.. half way ran out of soup so i wenta take dis sichuan chai.. made sichuan chai tang.. so nice.. haha.. we all went to toilet afta dat.. lol.. $25 down de toilet bowl.. i swear not to go SG anitime soon.. [skip to monday] e maths 2.. relatively ez i tot.. i cud still do it i guess.. BUT!!! i juz suay la.. reach skool stomach ache.. wonder if it was de SG food.. wenta shiet.. no time for last minute revision.. did paper half way stomach began to hurt again.. until de last few questions realli felt lyk giving up le.. but juz hadta finish wadeva i cud la.. went relieve maself afta dat lor.. dismissed saw many sec 2's.. so muz be posting shiet la.. plae soccer.. quite awhile.. den left fer skool.. saw bballers.. nie's face was kinda blaq i tot.. so juz left.. din haf aniwhere to go.. called de rest of de guyz.. headed down to de club.. miah house.. free pool shiet.. alot of ppl so went downstairs plae bball n plae soccer la.. actualli juz threw de bball ard.. den plae soccer with sum beng.. haha.. lose us.. den purposely plae bball dun let us plae soccer.. chao loser.. typikal beng.. bla bla bla.. de rest of time including now i'm slacking.. how?? haiz.. 'chatting' with nie i guess.. well i'm a total dissapointment.. tnk i lyk it?? maybe.. wad a letdown.. No motive, No direction, Erase Ma Presence.. guess i'm digging ma own grave.. sorri for de dissapointment..